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This song gets stuck in my head really easily. I may have convinced Tom to try to bring them to GC.


Today I got really frustrated. Math without a book and without having to practice it in a while is awful. That mixed with a lack of sleep and whatnot is not a good combo. Although, that's not an excuse. Those are contributing factors. I do a good job of keeping my anger in check normally, but today I almost lost it. I am completely aware that my friend was trying to help me work through my homework but I had already prepared myself for not turning in something acceptable. It made me incredibly more angry that they didn't stop talking about or whatever after the time was up. I can't stand that. It's hard enough for me to ask for help in areas that I am struggling with because of my pride. But it's even more hard for me to accept any sort of failure. I take these things to heart, especially grades. So when I have to accept that I ran out of time and turned something in that is sub-par, it kills me. For the love of all that is good, don't drag it out any more than necessary. K?Thanx.

I wanted to listen to angry music after this incident. Let someone else's pain override my own, hence, Eminem pandora station.
Instead of anger, what I got was something more of a cry of desperation, reaching out. In a way, this made me more mad, but I kept on listening feeling, not thinking, that song was intended for me at that moment. You're not alone. "Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling."
Destiny takes a hand.