I had a job interview today. My first official one ever. I know that this normally happens when you're seventeen in the back of a store, but I never had the time in high school. I was always too busy with all the extra-curriculars and lack of car. Now, I'm 22 and finally doing it. I am really hopeful, but also scared to death that I won't get it. Or what if I do and mess it up horribly. Not that I think the latter will happen. I'm pretty boss at event planning and basic office work. According to the girls at JJ, I'm a quick learner. I agree. For the most part. I hope that I don't jinx this.
I am frustrated about something else. My mom was updating her phone and I decided to play freecell. Apparently, I screwed it all up and she had to start over. All my fault? I don't believe that, but I should have not even touched her laptop. At least when she freaked out, I was smart enough to go upstairs and not get in a fight. At least tonight. Good grief. If it's not one thing...
My mom and I were doing really well. We haven't been getting into many fights, but that's mainly do to the fact that whenever she drinks around me, we are normally watching Drop Dead Diva and I don't have to communicate with her much. We got to involved in the show to talk about much else. I thought we were getting better. I hope it's true. It's exhausting constantly getting into tiffs about insignificant things. I'm tired of the hate that still won't dissapate.
Anyway. If I do get the job, it's basically a paid internship for 3 months which would be great. I would love to move in with Evan after that and see if I can handle being a grown-up for real. I want to challenge myself and see what I can really do. Kate did it. She didn't have a lot of money for a while and really relied on what she had. She was blessed enough to get the job at JJ and now she's a baller. I hope I can prove myself in the same way. Like Harry Potter, we're all just trying to prove ourselves.
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