No mental breakdown yet. I'm about to start rewriting my thesis and outline (again) and do a basic summary of some theorists. I'm supposed to turn in a page or two of my paper too, but that isn't going to happen. I spent way too much time going through books instead. I went through about 20 this weekend...Yeah, I know. I hate that this is something that is a 3 hour credit course and yet takes at least 8 hours a week to really get anything accomplished. Plus, you have to add in time that I get distracted and unfocused. Shit. That is so much time.
Anywho, I'm getting to the point where I'm just bored with school. Like as a whole. I'm just bored. I'm bored getting panicky about everything, being disappointed, disappointing others, reading things I don't care about, blah blah blah. I'm bored talking about how boring it is. After hearing Jeff talk about how he can go to work and come home and not stay up all night doing schoolwork sounds so nice. Next year is going to be such a change. I'm super pumped.
But, I am getting excited about next semester. I really think it's going to be better. NOT GREAT, because I'll be spending all my time editing my paper, but outside of that, pretty good. I'm also going to schedule my thesis time differently so I "don't take it home with me" if you catch my drift. I don't like how it hangs over me constantly, even when it's unnecessary.
"Please know that I am quite aware of the hazards. Women must try to do things as men have tried. When they fail, their failure must be but a challenge to others."
-Amelia Earhart
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