Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Mr. Furious

I don't get that mad that often anymore. I can imagine some of my readers scoffing at this, but trust me. This is nothing. My whole life, I've been angry. There isn't much to it. I have anger problems, yes. For a while now, I've been keeping it in or getting it out in other forms and fashions. When I have gotten really mad about something, I feel crazy because no one else seems to understand why. I think the things that sparked it are in reason. And I hate it more when people try to make me feel unreasonable. Especially when I have to go through a lot of bullshit first. I hold the right to be pissed off.
I've been letting a lot of things slide because, like a normal person, I reason that it's not worth it to make a big deal. But it's like bullying, if something keeps picking at me for a while, one day I'm going to crack. I can make you feel small in two seconds flat. Please don't test me.
To be honest, I'm a really nice person. I don't try to hurt people and I try to do a lot of good. Sometimes I feel like people don't understand how much pressure I'm under. I know everyone has a lot of pressure too, but it's not fair to pile it on for no reason whatsoever. So stop it. Stop trying to make me feel bad. If you have an issue, just tell me. Be adult about it. FORTHELOVEOFALLTHATISGOODINTHEWORLD. Because it's annoying not to. It's annoying when people continuously skirt around things. TELL ME. Say it.

I guess what I'm saying is this:
"After all, I am a ticking time bomb of fury."

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